..not only with actual physical pain (which sucks. and who is subsiding) but also with overactive imagination and bouts of mild paranoia. i blame that on the sun-pluto-lilith conjunction and the planets being all clustered together which usually translate into the "get up and go and do something about stuff" attitude. which would be all shiny lulz in theory. but when i can't actually "get up, go and do something about stuff" i'm left with running around in circles and my overactive imagination.

...ok, that's not that smart. note to self: remember about the challenge? you never thought it might actually be a good thing... who would have thought that adjusting to the whole idea of good and normal things happening would be actually a challenge. there you have it, self. deal with it and stop whining.

...also repeat "it's going to be okay" again.