okay, it was not so bad. it was actually good, not to say great (at least i stopped wanting to bite some people's head off. and that was exceptional achievement) and dreamy and stuff. at times even surreal. as in please give me more of this, i'm so grateful for everything and the easy-breezy of the NOW. okay, universe, you could do a little better about the distance thingie. that gets a little tiresome after a while. give people a chance to be together in the same place! for an extended period of time! to find out that we actually are terminally incompatible and ... actually, no. last time around it was too fucked-up for words. bloody complicated, i tell you. crash and burn hurts like hell but longing does not help either
also, i found out i morphed from a libra with a cappy moon into a scorpio with a pisces moon which explains the last 2 years of drama and why the people i know fall into 2 broad categories: those who are honest-to-god crazy and those who go through an existential crisis of some sort. and honestly, i look sane by comparison. of course, THE experiment showed i am not exactly sane but that is an entirely different story which will not be touched. mainly because i want to look good