so i met the man of my dreams. literally
Showing posts with label dreams. Show all posts
Showing posts with label dreams. Show all posts
lilith dreaming
or nightmares, to be more specific. that is plain odd, i tell you. after witnessing the destruction of the world roland emmerich-style (earthquakes! tsunamis! massive fires, omg! no hurricanes, though...), last night i've got to the really fun part - struggling with unjust male power. the really bad part was that it felt so real and not at all like a dream. basically it involved confronting all the effin' things that ever bothered me in males, all at once in concentrated form (and, unlike other dreams, there was no scythe to wield, because it was so damn real).
later edit: if i was brave enough to face all these issues in real life BY MYSELF, i will be able to face them in dreams, so help me the black moon.
the blue snake dream
the horoscope was right, i guess, with its "embrace the weird" statement. that blue snake dream was at least weird and scary. and apparently full of symbolism.
the house represents the soul, the self, the body, from what i know. oh and there were plenty of doors, now that i think of it. and yeah, there were all those doors they talk about below:
"To dream that you are entering through a door, signifies new opportunities that will be presented before you. You are entering into a new stage in your life and moving from one level of consciousness to another. In particular, a door that opens to the outside, signifies your need to be more accessible to others, whereas a door that opens into the inside, denotes your desire for inner exploration and self-discovery.
To see opened doors in your dream, symbolize your receptiveness and willingness to accept new ideas/concepts. In particular, to see a light behind it suggests that you are moving toward greater enlightenment/spirituality.
To dream that the doors are closed or locked, signify opportunities that are denied and not available to you or that you have missed out on. Something or someone is blocking your progress. It also symbolizes the ending of a phase or project. In particular, if you are outside the locked door, then it suggests that you are having some anti-social tendencies. If you are inside the locked door, then it represents harsh lessons that need to be learned.
To dream that you are locking doors, suggests that you are closing yourself off from others. You are hesitant in letting others in and revealing your feelings. It is indicative of some fear and low self-worth. "
also, there were hallways, long and intricate ones. "To see a hallway in your dream, symbolizes self exploration and the beginning of a path that you are taking in life. You are going through a transitional phase in your life and journeying into the unknown. It signals spiritual enlightenment, emotional growth physical prowess, new opportunities and mental passages in your life"
the snake now, that's very interesting. "Well, generally snakes are predominantly a symbol of fear and also a sexual symbol. They say every woman dreams of snakes at least once in her life and the interpretation is often fear of a rival or fear of the male gender. I suggest this may be speaking to you of the fears around sexual expression and fullness that you may have. The serpent stands for physical drives and if something is not quite right in that area of life, the snake dreams can come. Now often by the time the dreams come, it is also signifying healing of this area or the desire to heal and balance this area of life." (fine, horoscope, you and the dream agree on that part) i should also add that the blue snake was really fascinating and pretty, all blue glowing with strange black marks on its body. and no, it was not aggressive in any way. just sort of stood there after i conjured it out of a pitch-black menacing darkness that enveloped the room i was in. what's even more weird, i was alone in the room and i don't dream myself alone.
the black cat. there was a black cat in the dream, how witchy! "Cats are often associated with women and sexuality. In a woman's dream, a cat may indicate feelings of sexual prowess, of feeling in charge of her sexuality. She may feel like going out on the prowl and may feel confident doing so!" oh, more sex... "To see a black cat in your dream, indicates that you are experiencing some fear in using your psychic abilities and believing in your intuition. You may erroneously associate the black cat with evil, destruction, and bad luck". unfortunately, the poor cat ended up shredded in pieces by a psycho maniac who kept showing it to me and yelling "he'll be back after you!".
"Cat dreams ask dreamers to depend less on the intellect and rely more on the intuition. Just like a cat, the more highly the intuition is regarded, the more likely it is to come around and lend its wisdom."
the moon. yes, it was a clear night outside, with a full moon and very bright stars. so, moon "
The moon has long been associated with psychic activity and in dreams means you are psychic / intuitive. It is a light in the dark of night and symbolizes your unique ability to shine your light in the dark. The silver color of the moon alone would also indicate this. "(any connection to the reversed moon card that appeared in the tarot spread last time?) and "To see stars in your dream, symbolize success, your aspirations and your high ideals. The stars indicate that you are putting some decision in the hands of fate and luck. Alternatively, the stars may signify your desire for fame and fortune. "
in conclusion, the dream tells me that 1. i'm vulnerable (the cat) but i can fight. hey, i did conquer that darkness alone so go me! 2. i should rely on my intuition more. 3. i'm a womanly woman who has issues relating to the opposite sex. it was a guy who tore up the cat, there was another guy who seemed very scared of the maniac and me. yep, he was. because i was trying to tell him about the blue snake and he kept trying to shush me and looked at me in sheer horror. 4. i'm very tired now.
fin
when i grow up and win the lottery
aside from the obvious (buy a house with its own power generator and water supply and without neighbours - fine! i'll have neighbours but they won't live in the same building, thus won't interfere with my life. and then travel the world for a year or two. the last part involves all tropical destinations available. what?) i will also:
make my own tango bar. where people will listen just tango/bossanova/etc, will dress up nicely and dance not jump around. and there is going to be candlelight and general retro atmosphere and i will have draconian rules about who is allowed in. which might actually be good for business.
set up a foundation for young actors/directors/ stuff. i meant people who like acting. because there's a need of something like that around here.
make my tristan and isolde movie. with the above actors. because yes! they can! and it's going to be so awesome!
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