finally some good news

see, the equinoxes are generally a sucky period in my life. like v stressful, balance shifting buuuuuuut ... the apres equinox (esp. the autumn equinox) brings good news. so there.
also, the TV series  - our blonde heroine made out with cupcakes on the beach. again. and pretty much nothing else happened except that - the not-dead wife is really a russian mobster who fires guns and i like her even moar better. then there's another girl who i like, but more in a "i relate to you" way. she's trying really really hard to get cupcakes. i mean, she's going full throttle there. go her and anyway she would be much much much more appropriate for cupcakes.
meanwhile, cupcakes who can't act to save his soul, bless him, is letting his aqua shine through. hey, who else would marry a dangerous russian mobster and be genuinely amazed when he finds out she's not dead? i know, right?

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the saturn thing

indeed, i do feel like a frillion years old workaholic tyrannosaurus. indeed, i got a few gray hairs (suspect they're work related), and that is saturn too. clenching my teeth, i soldier on, dutifully, because, you know, saturn return. i should say it pays off, on a certain level, that does not include my general sanity, but there are lessons to be learned. so there. i will be gnawing on my foot, whine but not quit. that's the most important part. don't ask me not to whine because this is how i vent out and restore balance.whining is good.
now i'll be off doing stuff i have to do omgs

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o hai, i found a new tv series till the next true blood season

look, it's honestly not fun when i have to wait a year to find answers to to following v important questions: did sookeeh go to fairyland? will sookeeh and eric end up together like in the books (hint: they already shared a real life kiss, omg the squee!!!!)? what about hotass werewolf alcide? what about lafayette and jesus the witch ( i so much adore the concept of jesus the witch)?
so last night i watched another series (romanian this time) and it has potential for giggles. basically it's a romance but the director for whatever reason did not include vampires, which was a bad move. still he included a hotass guy, which makes it relatively okay. who cares that he can't act? yeah it's the cupcake that starred in that dancing contest. also aquarian, which is important. i mean, for life in general. so he's an emir from a fictional arab country who falls in love with our blonde heroine in a club in bucharest and beats her asshole boyfriend then steals her away on his private jet and sexes her on the red sea shore. but *foreshadowing* our heroine appeared before the first episode even started dressed in a black sheet crying her eyes out and yelling why oh why woe to me, i only wanted to be happy and loved, this is not fair.... mmmmm.. twinkies!!!my first reaction was "but honey, what did you expect from an aquarian??? unless you're willing to bare your teeth and fight for your sanity, you'll be getting nowhere fast".
also, cupcake has a not-dead wife which instantly became my favorite character. see, he thinks she's dead but apparently she's off scuba-diving in the red sea and then she stumbles upon cupcake sexing our blonde heroine and takes pictures of them then calls cupcake's bro to tell on them. whee!!! i foresee that:
a. the blonde heroine was crying her eyes out after the not-dead wife rises from the dead and cupcake finds himself with two wives. the not-dead one is a libra (i know that for a fact) so she dedicates her life to make his hell on earth.
b. the blonde heroine gets the "naked in the middle of an antarctic storm" tactic so she crumbles.
the good part is that this show is aired every day so whee!!

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battle royale - a few musings

i finally saw it and let me tell you it was ... whoa! in my book ranks up there with the road and children of men it earned extra cookie points for the characters: finally, teenagers who act like bloody teenagers! take that hollywood! for such a blood and guts movie, i was not appalled by all the gory stuff - it made sense. and a big thank you for that. i am so sick of movies, especially the shoot-them-up/ slash'em/ torture'em just to fill up the time. here is pretty simple and the reactions are very understandable. you know, take a bunch of 15 years old and throw them into this murderous game - they'd yell, be confused, scream, cry, kill each other off and wreak general mayhem -just like in the movie. the girl with the sickle also gets extra extra points for being a major bad ass. she had some potential  - too bad she got offed. of course, there is plenty of melodrama, because they're TEENAGERS and TEENAGERS are known for many things but not for being reasonable.
also, it's another great lesson on why the aliens won't invade us - mainly because we're evil and violent.

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saturn stuff

via mysticmedusa, again:
Librans, are you feeling cleaner- yes
wiser - not sure
more determined and more able to set healthy boundaries for yourself? - ummmm.... no, not really...i don't do healthy boundaries...
Or Are you feeling more like a trillion year old workaholic dinosaur (yes!!! a lot of times!!!) with an accounting fetish (no, dear gods, no, i hate that stuff) and strange inability to socialize/date (a big NO)?
Try-try-try and try again to do haute Saturn.  Whatever crap you are merely tolerating in your life – even just things that don’t work properly,  professionals who give you merde advice, friends who bludge off you,  your so-called nutrition regime or $$$ going backwards will come into sharp focus when Saturn is at work.

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true blood - the finale

apparently there are vampire angels, otherwise, why would godric appear dressed in saintly white and chanting "forgive the stupid king of mississippi, eric"? guess what eric does? he actually fries the guy in direct sunlight, keeps him chained in silver for a day and buries him in concrete. because he's eric, and damn!
also, bill tries to bury eric in concrete but our favorite viking vampire is too awesome for that. so he just pops our of the wet concrete and goes straight to sookeeh to tell on billlllllllllllllllllllllllllll. see, bill originally wanted sookeeh for the queen sophie ann, but then he fell in love with her whatever. sookeeh gets really pissed off and bans bill from her life, much to the delight of eric who is all "i thought you should know that blah blah blah". i forsee eric and sookie ending up together, but then again he must also fight alcide and his werewolf awesome. because, you know, fairies are so attractive and everyone wants a piece of them. whee!!! more love triangles!!!
then we find out that jesus is a witch (how nice!!) and lafayette might also have some supernatural thing in him since he starts seeing dead people.
yeah, verily, and sookie does something absolutely evil and pointless - she throws talbot (or whatever remained of him) down a sink.
and now i have to wait another year to see what happens next - i am not happy at this point.
re: astrology. this fabulous conjunction between uranus and jupiter falls in my 12th. wtf??

mars in scorpio

think grimdark ohmygods so sexyhot and you'll get the general vibe of these weeks. no wonder i find Dream attractive more than ever. Dream was created by Neil Gaiman, who is a Scorpio so this is so appropriate i can't even tell you. also: non sparkly vampires - the very definition of grimdark sexyhot. i'll write a novel with the male character called that way. grimdark sexyhot.... hmm...
note to self - i'll ponder on that concept.
i should have also told someone today that transiting venus conjunct pluto makes one more keen on the philosophy of "the shortest way to a man's heart is through his ribcage". oh well, she'll figure it out for herself. plus, sometimes it simply is a fabulous philosophy of life.

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tuesday morning

we've got news from the polish weather service which claims this winter will be the coldest ever or at least in the last 1000 years. let me tell you it doesn't make me happy. we already had that here and excuse me but i very much prefer the normal weather pattern: few flakes of snow if any, some chilly wind and temperatures above freezing. keep your mountains of snow to yourself, plzthks.
i've got a new pair of jeans and they're sort of awesome although mom disagrees. look, they're skinny and generally models on the catwalks have pretty much the same legs i do so i don't see why i should not wear them. plus they're basic dark wash which is like whoa! seriously, a pair of jeans without sparkles/ tears/ other so called hideous embellishments? and they go so well with the fuchsia sexy shoes.... mom will have a heart attack when she sees me wearing that.
there will be true blood! the last episode of this season! of course, eric can't die!!!

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the grrrl thing book

apparently there is this mania with young-adult novels where we have completely helpless heroines pining over bad boys. i am so appalled, like, i want something else

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deranged romance era - the sequel

there's venus in scorpio and i am supposed to remember something from late 2002-early 2003 because it will be back to haunt me. and since it clearly was some sort of deranged romance (is there any other kind?), i must get ready for another round. and then soon transiting pluto will conjunct my moon and square natal sun/pluto/lilith conjuction and truly i must find a way to make this work. i always thought that if i invested half the energy i invest in deranged romances in anything else, i would have probably found the cure for cancer.
... of course, i won't invest that sort of energy in anything else, what sort of a person do you think i am? because, you know, lilith. that sort of energy is positively reinvigorating. definitely better than pretending i don't care. 

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no true blood this week

whyyyyyyyy?????????????? *snif snif

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un point c'est toi

possibly one of my favourite songs ever, most likely because it so appeals to the lilith side. hey it's about a woman who instead of waiting and pining gets in huntress mode and goes after the guy. of course, it's going to end badly (i honestly hope she has her baseball bat ready to hit him in his kneecaps. because, you know, guys tend to misunderstand this type of behavior. as in instead of being flattered, they get cocky. so the bat helps making things clear - sorry about that, must be my hyper plutonian mode) but she is still awesome. it's a sexy, flirty, i want you song.

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now i remember april

hey, there's mercury retro, dark moon in cancer (look, moon in cancer is the worst possible moon. forget about cappy moon. cappy moons have structure, boundaries and something a lot like poise. cancer moons are... ohmygods, where do i even begin?), venus/mars/neptune aspects. so i'll take mystic's advice:
"Should you…?  Noooo…No.  E-mail, phone, text, carrier-bat, fuq it – NO."
although my current scorpionic madness - there's mars transiting smack on my pluto! venus is also there!! dear gods, i am a sun conjunct pluto conjunct lilith whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy - enjoys the idea of a carrier-bat more than it would be healthy. carrier-bats delivering dark messages of doom in the middle of the night - so tempting...mmmmm.
otherwise, i've been to bulgaria yesterday and it was awesome!

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via mysticmedusa

Ooooo... this was nice: "Librans, to distract you from the hefty Saturn transit you are embarking upon, please share the secrets of your charm?
Is it your mastery of the art of euphemism? “You look well” instead of “wow, you’ve porked up” when someone has gained weight. yep, that would be one. this is called being civilized, love.
Your fastidious grooming and that you always smell beautiful?  Stealth scent warfare is not to be disregarded as a tactic.the pretty will always be the pretty. we, well I, appreciate grooming over natural beauty.
The renowned desire to balance everything out, so that you never seem strident nor coarse during heated discussions re religion or politics? devil's advocate, more like it.
Some secret art that you practice, like an ancient Japanese ritual or reading Rumi a lot? - uh, oh....
Sucking up to everyone relentlessly, regardless of who they are or their status in your life? again, it's called being civilized.
Power-flirting done nearly to porn classic prequel standard but without managing to come across psycho-stalkery? you know, flirting is so underrated these days. there should be flirt schools. flirting helps a lot. also, we're very psychotic.

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