there's venus in scorpio and i am supposed to remember something from late 2002-early 2003 because it will be back to haunt me. and since it clearly was some sort of deranged romance (is there any other kind?), i must get ready for another round. and then soon transiting pluto will conjunct my moon and square natal sun/pluto/lilith conjuction and truly i must find a way to make this work. i always thought that if i invested half the energy i invest in deranged romances in anything else, i would have probably found the cure for cancer.
... of course, i won't invest that sort of energy in anything else, what sort of a person do you think i am? because, you know, lilith. that sort of energy is positively reinvigorating. definitely better than pretending i don't care.