feeling limp and exhausted. maybe it's the saturn square pluto, maybe it's the fact that this winter was so rough, maybe it's the fact that i need more vitamins, maybe a combination of the 3 factors above mentioned. so, in conclusion, meh.
it doesn't help either that some people think that paying me/us for a job is a privilege, not a goddamned right. also, VHPH is v annoying and so was the theory of life, universe and everything exposed by the aformentioned VHPH. as i explained nicely, i'm slightly hyperactive and happy with that. this also implies that sitting still is something quite difficult for me to do, unless absorbed in something, so... err. in conclusion: i'm perfectly happy with myself and if i don't love myself, nobody will. also, since this whole self-assurance stems from the inside (thank you capricorn moon and other hard aspects), i will not change because someone who's got so little to do with who i am says so.
on the brighter side, the eclipse trailer is coming soon! yay!