you know, i do not complain a lot. but this year actively wanted to make a point of knocking me over. don't ask me to be philosophical about it.
the fall of the TV. and they still owe me money. by the way i did not forget about that
that stint at the newspaper
the whole subsequent mess that followed. and the waiting
bureacracy (you know, hell is made of bureacracy)
the death of paco
mom's heart attack
the romantic trials and tribulations which led to several "pounding into the ground" moments. like wtf was "i'm not ready for a relationship?" (does one need special training for that?? i thought it was all about "i like you and you like me back and let's move on from there". i still think that). and then there were other "feeling like being flayed alive" epic moments which shall not be mentioned because i seriously want to be amnesiac about those.
waitiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiingggggggggggggggggggggggggggg. which i loathe with all my heart. waiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitiiiiiiiiiiiiiingggggggg for people to make up their mind, for things to happen, for whatever blah.
i say to 2012: let's move on. go. stop waiting. put things in motion because motion is good and let's make good stuff happen without having to endure a whole plethora of issues. keywords: NICE AND EASY. i need NICE. and i need EASY. AND MONEY AND LOVE GOT THE NICE AND EASY WAY. seriously. throw the challenges at the adrenaline junkies.