since i've been doing saturn quite diligently lately : breaking, shaking, acknowledging limits and boundaries and reinforcing them with the zeal of a missionary baptizing heathens (okay, that was ironic), trying to make sense of this whole existential mess, i'd really like a break now. with neptunian fluff and without the part where i have to put the xena on. it would be nice not to have uphill battles for a while.