current music: o,death by jen titus

you know the story. boy meets girl. boy expects girl to act like the saint patron of mercy and forgiveness and understanding towards all his epic fuckwittery ( up to this point is textbook romance). girl sends him to hell - now, THAT is a good story

working hours - a gazzillion (daddy Saturn is kissing me on the forehead from up above for my diligence and survival skills). however, managed today to take bathromm break and a few smoking breaks. also, this past few weeks noticed the management styles of sunsigns and had an in-depth look at the aries-libra polarity.
aries xena is great at mobilizing the troops and instructing them. yeah, she's definitely in the "driving the rest of them with the zeal of a missionary baptizing heathens" philosophy. also, organization - trust the aries to do the job.
on the other hand, the libra will be into the "poll the entire team and then make a decision and let's keep everyone happy". on the other hand, i was repeatedly told this past few weeks that i look mean. possibly helpful in the longterm.
another thing i noticed re: aries - libra. aries has all the assertivness when dealing with the outside world. libra got the asertivness in 1-1 relationships.

look. don't ask. it's been challenging yet ultimately quite rewarding. and then tomorrow we'll start all over again because it's the sort of thing we do, duh.
in other news: snow, freezing cold, snow, ice, wtf. and guess what? tomorrow we'll have MOAR snow and this is why we can't have nice things.

so...stuff. because i haven't written here in what seems like ages and stuff happened with the speed of light and omgjobtvstartsNOWwhyisthisthingnotworkingahitworksthisway. in conclusion: my head aches and my feet are sore or the other way round. also, i am deleriously happy doing this and probably this is why i fit into TV world - my crazy is not so noticeable.i'm quite mellow by those standards.
oh yes, now that i remember - i must see the new wuthering heights. the trailer is so enticing. it contains two quintessential phrases - "you broke my heart. you killed me". oh, the tragedy and the drama of it all!!!

since it's full moon in cancer day whatever-i-saw-the-full-moon-yesterday, let's speak of more astrology. i'll make "follow your bliss" the official aries mantra. they have an unbelievable capacity for doing that. and related to that is "faithful henchman, follow me".
mantra for libra is "i can resist anything but temptation" which is pretty much the opposite of  "follow your bliss" in that librans want bliss to come to them, if possible in the nicest and most seductive way possible plzthks.

and to quote from my favourite astrologer, mystic medusa:

“…I am the Passion of Lightning and the Command of Thunder,

What exists, IS, because I have Willed it To Be.

I am the Queen of Heaven in a Mansion of Fire,

I am First among those in the Great Sky-Boat of Eternity…”

From Hymn To Sekhmet



"FUQ YEAH Sekhmet!

I would totally go to church every Sunday if it was more like this.

It would presumably be completely fine to bring cats + our illegitimate children and/or illicit lovers, yes?" (i subscribe to that)
and by the way, i did some astro research and found out that i have asteroids ishtar and godiva conjunct in leo. (and that sounds extremely well. almost like having a inner point of golden awesome in my life. and some holy enjoyment of all the fine things in life)

because so far it brought:
one job, two upcoming weddings in the summer and three fancy things i had at the new years' eve party (french wine, duck with raisin/figs/peach sauce and ridiculously expensive chocolate which came into a very pretty package. excuse me while i fawn over that concept a little longer. french wine and ridiculously expensive chocolate which came into a very pretty package while listening to muse. it just makes everything better)

i say: let's keep the good things rolling!