i want to see inception now because the trailer looks awetastic
went last night at the movies. saw romanian movie which was supposed to be a drama about a teenager avenging her bff killed dead by a local mobster. the drama part sucked royally but some of the fun parts were really fun. also, the evil mobster was somewhat good. and in the end we had champagne because it was premiere night so whee!
cannes festival started yesterday.
current mood: someone is breathing gasoline next to me while i'm on fire.so tempting.... also, related to the glass of water theory cleolinda has. as in: i want to get that glass of water, pour poison in it and flay it alive.

"The Universe continues to insist that we awaken to reality. That’s another way of saying that you have the ability – should you look with discerning eyes – to see the possibilities hidden under your nose. For that to happen, you need to engage yourself in ways that involve your heart and your creative expression. That sense of joy that comes from being fully immersed in what you love then reveals the various options you may have been blind to before. This may not be your usual modus operandus for going after what or whom you want, but it’s time to switch it up!"so says sasstrology, my current guide to life, universe and everything. i say the universe should stop insisting especially in matters of heart. hello, universe, it's an "retro me this, retro me that" period when we should take it easy and stick to things we know. also, it's a good time to plot.
then, more advice for librans :"Romantic idealist or jaded cynic from the school of hard knocks? The Cosmos is trying to blend these disparate sides (seriously, stop trying), and shape you into a responsible romantic (lawl. you can't. i'm either all fluff or waiting for the other to die like a textbook plutonian). It’s not as dry as it sounds; after all, your ability to trust in love is anchored when you express your maturity(are you for real?). That still leaves plenty of room for kooky spontaneity – which will, in just a few short days, be the hallmark of your most important relationship(WTF IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN, I AM GETTING SCARED). It’s going to be an exciting ride (FREAKED OUT NOW), but you’ll be grateful for the feeling of groundededness (IS THAT EVEN A REAL WORD?) that the Universe is trying (it's a catchphrase by now) to instill in you now." in conclusion: the paranoid-conspiracy-theorists were right. the Universe is trying to do stuff to us.

i don't get horror movies, especially the blood and guts type. i really don't. what's so interesting about seeing someone's head ripped off? no, let me rephrase that. what's so interesting about a movie where there are only various people killed in sadistic and very graphic ways? honestly, porn looks like food for thought compared to those.
retro merc + politicians = general disaster. i mean, not that politicians fare any better even in the most auspicious of transits, but this time, they screwed up badly. the whole "let's cut the wages in the public sector and the pensions because, yeah, we have no more money" sucks. big time. why should people pay for your effin' mistakes? that's what i don't get. what did you do with all those money you collected from taxes? where did it go? so, in conclusion...you people are idiots.

repeat 100 times in the mirror while kidneys get full of gravel from the teeth :
"No.
Just breath.
Wait. (hate that waiting part, must repeat 100 additional times. also NO)
Until May 14.
20th for men/battles/lawsuits.
Put down your psycho-texting-device/ murderous thoughts.
Focus on stirring up major miraculous strong Qi/auspicious astro weirding in the part of your chart where you have late Pisces/early Aries. 26 degrees Pisces to three degrees Aries (12th house of sorrows and undoings. how convenient).
Don’t waste even a nano-cule of your brain cells “analyzing”(must repeat 100 additional times)…"
 thank you, mystic medusa.

i had an a-ha moment while reading the post of the fabulous mystic medusa. in conclusion: THIS IS NOT THE TIME FOR BRAZEN THEATRICS, no matter how much i long to do that. so i'll channel my capricorn moon whose virtues are patience, dry humor and ability to outmaneuver a Scorpio on a vengeance kick. also, stomach burns, but that's a different story.
but after mid-may, watch out. look, whatever, since libra is just aries in drag with a diploma from charm school (love that description), i'll probably turn into a brazen hussy with red nails who lives for making scenes.
also, i saw "veronika decides to day" last evening. it was ... hmmm... nice, i guess.

is just not fun. communication issues arise, credit cards get lost and sometimes people just don't get you. which is annoying.then, of course, the moon is in capricorn and it means business.

again, from sasstrology:
"Beltane is the real love holiday – no cards and candy, just raw, sensual passion. Forget about innocent maidens dancing around the May Pole – on the Celtic isles, this ancient festival marked the emergence of a young god into manhood. Awakened by the forces of nature, he and his goddess succumb to love’s pleasures as they lie down to “fertilize” the fields. On this day, all existing obligations are set aside and a woman can choose any man she fancies. Children born of these unions were considered holy, blessed by the gods.
Beltane, like its counterpart Samhain (aka the Day of the Dead), divides the year into two main seasons – summer and winter. In olden times on May 1, people rose at dawn to welcome the return of the sun god Bel by gathering blossoms and branches to decorate their homes. Women braided flowers in their hair. Giant bonfires were lit that night, and there was much feasting. Food was always set aside for the faery folk, as the veil between the two worlds became thin at this seasonal turning point. Legend claims that if you sit beneath a tree on Beltane Eve, you may catch a glimpse of the Queen of the Faeries riding by on her white horse – but don’t look her in the eye or she may spirit you away to her realm."
so the sun is shining, flowers are in bloom, birds are chirpring... happy loving. and if he screws up later just remember there comes a time of the year when he'll get so dead.