about pluto squaring the sun these days.
Pluto is the planet of power. Pluto's energy may be subtle, but its results will hit you like a ton of bricks. This planet is about transformation, regeneration and rebirth. Things aren't pretty with Pluto, but they do get done. Pluto says 'out with the old and in with the new,' and we'd better be ready for it. If we're not, this planet will simply have us wallow in our misery. Pluto asks us to transcend that which we know, redeem ourselves in the process, and come out stronger as a result. This planet knows how to push buttons.
On March 26, the fiery Aries Sun squares a slow moving, intensely determined Pluto in Capricorn. A square is formed when two planets are at a 90 degree angle from one another. Traditionally squares were seen as difficult aspects in astrology but the reality is they provide creative tension which can lead to real achievement. Yes! It will take some sweat and slog but effort will bear dividends.
Pluto likes power, control and destruction. Pluto can make us feel stuck and at the mercy of circumstances. This is the time to stand up for yourself and take control if you need to turn a tricky situation around to your advantage. Two things are needed, however, to tackle Pluto.
One is self-confidence. The dark side of Pluto can be contemptuous or guilt-inducing and manipulative. If you sense someone is trying to pull your strings or put you down - don't let them. Outright confrontation never works well with Pluto since it inevitably ends up in power struggles and causes stalemates where everyone digs in their heels and refuses to budge. Be subtle and strategic. Play it cool and smile blandly in the face of dirty tricks and do not let anything get under your skin.
The other trick with Pluto is to be persuasive. Do not try to trump the planet of power and try to get the last word in, since that strategy will only create bitterness and resentment. Look upon Pluto as the planet of influence. Speak softly with Pluto - do not roar - and you will go far!

listening to stories. read to me, or even better, make up a story for me. it's not about the subject, it the way it's told that fascinates me to no end. guess it's one of those things that stuck from childhood.
also there: people with pleasant voices and who smell good. possibly from my taurean ascendant. let me detail the good smell - it's not about the perfume, it's about the perfume that smells good on certain people. the smell good is generally warm and slightly sweet. i suspect pheromones are involved there too.
spring, summer, sun and warm weather.
starry nights by the seashore.
to be continued

my farm on farmville is making progress. at least that. in real life  i was never able to grow anything except cacti.
when i grow up i want to be batman's secretary. or bond's. because secretaries in superhero universe are sassy, apparently get payed on time and quite well too, plus they don't look like they do very much. ok, there's a down side as in you might get kidnapped by a lunatic, but whatever, the boss will save me which is a real difference from the real world. bonus: red lipstick that looks perfect all day. in real life lipstick lasts about 30 minutes.
what's the deal with the saturn return? it's supposed to make me more... structured and shed old patterns. i simply dive into a fantasy world and every day is more confusing.i will win a gold medal for confusion/inability to make a simple decision at this rate. as for relationships perspective - no change there either. i live and breathe relationships, feel incomplete without one and completely disagree with whoever said that you need to feel self-sufficient on your own. dude, if i wanted that, i would have gone on a mountain top and lived my life as a hermit eating crickets, although i am not sure crickets live on top of the Himalaya.
on the other hand, sister lives in the piscean bubble of happy. as in booze, party and love. just like the stars said.

look, i'm a hopeless romantic, and probably everyone knows that by now. spring just kicks it up a few notches. so, daydream of today.  a guy who takes me to a rooftop picnic and shows me the stars. a real picnic with food and wine and blanket and a telescope. and he would be all "see that" it's - insert obscure constellation name here, the more obscure the better. if it's got a mythological name, we can combine my knowledge of myths with his knowledge of astronomy - and it's 100 light years away and does that and that. extra points for pointing the star corot 9b orbits or the whereabouts of osiris, the planet not the asteroid. now, if he's got some theory on terraforming mars we're pretty much in business (that would be mercury conjunct uranus screaming in my head. a brilliant scientist AND a mad one, if possible, please thanks).

sexy rawr ... i got the fuchsia shoes so, by default i am going to be a fox.
also, sexy shoes can be worn outside since spring is finally here and i can wear all the pink i want. feel so pretty and chirpy. want to hug the world. especially after yesterday with sunshine and warmth (will try to get over the sickness incident. i so hate headaches that make me throw up)
in conclusion: HOT SEXY SHOES. if these shoes were a guy, they would be his royal hotness with a tan speaking french and wearing an opened white shirt, beige pants (beige says hug me, love me, according to internet) and sandals.

because that's what trashy tabloids say and we trust in them. so, in conclusion, cupcake of the dancing show was married for 4 years to a business woman who dumped his aqua ass and now she's happily ruling the world or stuff. i bet cupcake did not even understand what he did wrong.

you know you have one when people compare you to barbarella. doh, i'm camptastic with lots of volume and wavy ends and f-loads of hair products on my head. my guess is that my hair could withstand a tornado now. in conclusion - i r pretty today.
on less happy news: t-square of death with uranus pluto and saturn. it's like an aquarius on a particularly bad day headbutting a scorpio on crack. mayhem and possibly world destruction ensues. and guess who's got the short straw here? libra!!! i have extra points for pluto being in conjunction with the sun and squaring the moon. because we got saturn the god of "first you do what you HAVE to do - take out the garbage, clean the dishes, participate at evil meeting of doom - then you can play", a god who does not like change and chaos. yeah. he's opposing uranus who thrives on chaos and change for the sake of change and squares the pluto of death, destruction and dracula rising from the coffin. so whatever bad things will happen in the near future (from me not holding my hands right in front of the camera to not being payed on time AGAIN to improbable alien landing and being abducted by swoon worthy gypsy knight with wavy hair and impeccable french - wait, the last one actually is not bad, but... there is always a but) will be blamed on this specific astral configuration.